Today must be the worst ever day. The worst ever emotion and mentally.
Ive lost the girl of my life, the girl i love, the girl that ive always depend on.
I dont have the will to live, to go on. Ive lost any motivation to stand up.
Feeling very depressed and suicidal. I don’t have anyone to depend on. I don’t have any friends, obviously no best friend. She was the only one I can rely on. She was always there when I needed someone. She was always there when I need to talk, to share, to express my feelings. Now that you’re gone, what will I do. What will I have? What is the meaning of me living. Im breaking up. My soul is gone.
I know it’s all my fault and Im really really sorry! I regret what I did! I know it’s all too late! Everything is! I hope it isn’t coz I love you still. I love the memories we had together. There’re so many things I want to do with you. There’re so many places that I want to be with you. Why can’t our relationship be like a fairytale. Why must it end this way. Why does it have to come to this. Why can’t we make up. She doesn’t want to see my face or hear my voice anymore. I deserve all of this. Please give me one more final chance!